Monday, November 10, 2008

Declining health

Physically I just feel so weak nowadays. I don't know what's going on or why but feeling very exhausted at the end of the day, like I need to sleep throughout the night to recoup.

Divestiture......

Learnt a new word today..... Divestiture.

My current company has decided to realign its business towards its new focus/mission on human and environmental health and in the process has announced plans to diversify those non-aligned part of the organisation. While I can't say I was surprised to hear that or rather I have guessed as much since I learned of the new company strategy last week, I don't really know I should react.

If the company gets spun off will that mean re-structuring will follow soon enough? Do I have to start looking for a new job now? If I do get retrenched, will I really be happy with the compensation package and not feel stressed that I will never find another job that pays as much? What about the other members of my department? Should I hope for the best or should I start planning for an exit plan right now?

The first thoughts that came to my mind was whether I will have enough money to buy a house and start a family. Tough...... Probably all my dream of a nice house in the east will be just that, a dream that cannot be fulfilled.....

Am I worry too much? Probably but that's just me.