And what is this illness again?

I am in deep-shit. Really, really deep-shit.

I am totally confused right now. The euphoria is so intense that it is a crime not to continue feeding on it. Really, it seems to be like a source of joy and happiness as I put it to her.

Family, children, spouse, and stuff, all these images are suddenly flashing like light bulbs in my head (again). Haha... I have to admit, it is even possible for a guy in his late 40s to bring his children to school without looking out of place?

Tired.... I think I will think through this again after some sleep.....