OK, I am LAZY, I admit it....

Yes, I do admit that I am becoming lazy and not performing my duties as a committed boyfriend should do. However, I must re-iterate that my feelings for my princess remains unchanged. She is still the love of my life and my precious, that I can vouch with my life.

It is just that I get so comfortable around her that I just tend to laze around and then do my stuff.... Again, upon reflection I really think this is wrong of me and I am glad that she pointed it out and hope that she does so forever but in a loving tone.

OK, I must never take her for granted..... Must really redeem myself....

I really love her lots....

To my faithful readers

Just like to say thank you to all my faithful readers of this blog! I love you (all)! Forever will love you (all)! Haha.... YOU know what I mean....

I will be back.... after lazing around for another few weeks or until you bug me again.....

It is raining on this evening of 20th Nov '07; a slow evening (by choice) in Singapore.

On a roll....

Guess tonight is a very good night for me.... Really makes me wonder what sort of life I have been living for the last few months..... Only work and no play?

Listening to my fave HK radio station after so long an absence. So refreshing to just soak myself in the music, in the live talks, in the discussions. Maybe I have been absent for too long, so long that I have forgotten some of the lessons that I have learnt in the past. Life is not supposed to be so bad. I can still make something out of it, can't I?

Money isn't everything. I know that (but for some reason even my baby don't believe me). I just need time. Time to do all the things that I like and love. I would love to do that.....

Next time, I will get my bluetooth headphone and try it out at baby's house.

My rusty Jap

There is a certain calm in me today. After last night, this is really a very welcomed feeling. Not sure if it has something to do with what I accomplished at work today or just feeling good because I feel Princess's presence with me or just everything. Work still sucks but it sucked in a good way today.

Rusty old Japanese needs some brushing up. Guess it again time to head back to the books. One word at a time, one phrase at a try, one sentence at an attempt..... Little by little.... I still have at least 40 years' to do so.

Or my piano.....

The Rubik's Cube

Finished watching the movie today. I wouldn't say I was totally inspired by it but I guess it does show that every you want in life, you got to earn it through hard work and perseverance. At times, I don't know where or what my motivations in life are but most certainly I am very sure if I had tried harder or had more confidence in myself, I would have achieved much more. Maybe I am on the wrong side of youth but I guess it's never too late to start sometime. Hey, going by the smart alec government's logic, I will have a 1 in 2 chance of living beyond 85. Guess it's still not too late.....

2 minutes blind folded.... Wow, that would impress anyone, including my babe.... Wow! She would probably allow me to make babies with her right away if I can demonstrate that kind of brain powers.... Wow! Must be one of the most amazing feats I have ever seen in my life.

In pursuit of happiness

What a lousy day..... gotten bullied at work, dead tired, tons of work to do. To top it off, a car almost crashed into me for no reason. Really, I have not felt this low for a long time now. Much worst than any other time this year. Much worst than any other time last year. Much worst than any other time the year before last.

I need my baby to love me right now......

I miss my baby....

I am still in love after 6 months.... Still very much so. Still very much happy with my choice of life partner.

I know things have not been ultra smooth during the last couple of months but I would really term those as growing up pains than incompatibility. Granted there were moments that I really wondered if I had made the wrong choice (again) but those thoughts didn't last long at all. Everytime I will come up with the same answer.... Yes, I do love this baby of mine....

Ever since I started having dinner and staying over at her place, I think I have gotten much more confident of this relationship so much so that I am be lazy in expressing my affection to her. Yeah, I am probably guilty as charged but frankly I still think of her in those quiet moments of the night or when I watch her sleep beside me. Just my baby beside me....

I miss her.... so far away in Shanghai..... Baby rest well, OK?